where the hell have you been, loca?

july 28, 2025

it's been a minute.

i feel like i've lived so many different lives since the last time i wrote a blog post. it was sort of shocking to read some of my old entries (looking at you, the last 30 days) and see how far i've come in just a few months.

since we've last caught up, i dropped out of college, started a new job, moved back in with my parents, saw one of my favorite artists live (and i'm seeing her live again tomorrow!), and have overall just been much happier. i've started journaling more often, which has been a great way for me to get my thoughts and feelings out in a safe way and gives me time to rationalize them before acting on anything. which isn't really a revelation but more just the point.

i'm also back on my meds! the prozac warrior returns. yeah apparently when you're depressed and you stop taking the meds that make you not depressed, you get even more depressed. bonkers, i know!

anyhow, i am alive and well. i want to start updating my site more often again but we'll see about that.